procrastination

Through out my life.  I have been complimented on two things, a lot.  My writing and my selling skills.  However, I am completely unable to sell my self.  I have been writing my resume for 3 days now.  So far I have gotten my name and address down.  I am deadly afraid of this task.  I just don't know how to write it doe. 

I left my last job.  In a not so graceful manner.  Even though I tried but the bitch that I worked for, well lets just say she doesn't know how to leave shit alone.  She didn't just let me quit.  She kept going at it for two hours.  I just can't do that type of shit.  I don't even know if I should include that.

And then well, there is the six years of my life that I spent job less because I was a stay at home mom.  I don't know what to put there.

I mean my writing skills when  I have direction and i am not randomly rambling about gripes in my life, is good.  Or at least it was the last time I attempted it.  I used to write a lot when I was school.  That was accompanied by a lot of reading.  In both english and Spanish.  Other things that helped me a lot was that I have been doing my mothers work presentations since I was, umm 12.  Yeah, thats right me.  She had no secretary or english proficiency.  So I was the one who did them all.  how to put this on a resume.  I don't know. 

I keep staring at the screen,  mind blank.  I stare and I stare and I stare some more.  Well until I decide that I should check pinterest or facebook.  Or Craigslist for another job posting that is going to ask for a resume that I don't have.  So I go back to my Word document and stare some more.  Its an endless cycle. 

I'm going to resume writing my resume.  hahahahahahahaha