I don't think I am cut out to be a working mom. I know this is a period of adjustment for everyone but I have only worked four days and I feel like I've had my toll. My house is a mess. Daughter is having meltdowns. Husband and I seem to not be spending much time together because we seem to be spending so much time catching up on stuff during the week. The sad thing is I'm only working three days a week. Its part time. Why is it so hard? I definitly need to work on time management because if it keeps going this way its not going to work. Have I mentioned how much I hate my boss? She is driving met nuts. I guess because we have known each other for so long she lets me see sides of her personality that she wouldn't let other employees see. This also why its so hard for me to adjust to working. I get home really stressed out even if I have done nothing just from dealing with her.
So which one of my two readers would like to suggest some fiction books for me to read on the bus ride. I think the reason I find it to be so miserable is because I have nothing to entertain me. The people on the bus usually hate me because I am always blasting some type of metal on my ipod. Which keeps people from sitting next to me. YES! There is no way I'm lowering the volume if it keeps people away from me. hahahaha. I really think there should be a smell-o-meter on the door of every bus and subway station because umm ewwwwww. How the fuck do you think it is ok for you to go out in public if you smell like you haven't taken a shower in weeks? By the way all that bling isn't taking the smell away. ugh. yuck. Nothing like being in confined space with someone who stinks for 30 minutes. yuck. I can't wait till we save up enough money for us to buy a small car. Can't wait.
Something I realized yesterday. I loooooooove to play with make up. And I'm constantly playing around with colors and practicing for that one day that never comes when we go out and do something fun as adults. hahahahahahaha You know what I haven't practiced NEUTRALS! I was trying to do my make up for work and I stared at the neutral palette for a while and of course my attention was caught by the darkest browns. LOL. So this week I will be playing around with the neutral palette and maybe I will have a neutral look for Friday.
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I'm going to be working tutoring the little kids of the overachieving parents who want them to get an early start in life. You know one of those places that is constantly advertising on tv. Which is why I have to do conservative make up *sigh* effing dress code. And even though I'm complaining about the conservative. I am actually really happy cause its all an excuse to go on a shopping spree. New shoes, new clothes, new make up. muahahahahahahahaha.
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