After my experiences this week, I have decided that I don't care how broke I am, I wouldn't trade any of the decisions that I have made (even the bad ones) for all of the money in the world. I have been talking to a friend from high school lately. She is opening up her own business and offered me a job there. Speaking to her on regular basis has reminded me of why she is not on my roster of closest friends. At first I was a little jealous of her because she has been able to save up a bunch of money and is now able to invest a large sum of money in a new business. But the more I talk to her, the more I feel sorry for her. She has lived such a sheltered life she lacks a lot of common sense. She is very naive and still kind of stuck in high school. I rather be broke than be sooo naive. Her naiveness is driving me crazy. Tuesday was my first day working again and at the end of the day I was surprised that I had lasted 7 hours in a room with her and she made it out alive.
I have gone back to work. So far, I have worked only two days but I'm already seeing how this is impacting my schedule. Whats making it even harder is that husband has also been doing a lot of overtime. Its been quite an adjustment. Daughter is having a hard time. She is so used to having me around all the time. It seems to be breaking her. She is misbehaving quite a bit. This morning was the worst. I am so not proud of the way I acted this morning. I hate it. I feel crappy. I tried to make it up this afternoon but I don't feel I quite made up for the way I yelled at her. I hope tomorrow morning goes better.
You know something I hate, people who mutter when they talk. SPEAK UP! I CAN'T FUCKING HEAR YOU!
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