Monday, May 2, 2011

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM GOING INSANE!  Soooooooo, I have been bleeding since Monday April 25th.  It started as light brown spotting that I only notice when I wiped.  Then Tuesday April 27th it became more noticeable.  I had to put on panty liners and it pretty much remained that way until Saturday April 30th when it turned into bright red bleeding that requires a pad.  I started having cramping on Friday April 29th.   My period is not due till this Saturday May 7th.  Sometimes my period comes early meaning it would've been due today.  I took a pregnancy on Saturday 4/30.  Due to my bleeding and me being sick I haven't had sex since Tuesday the 19th. 

My stupid GYN was a bitch when I called her earlier and totally dismissed everything I was saying.  I'm done with her.   My friend recommended on and she was on vacation.  She recommended another one.  That one was not taking new patients.  My other friend recommended someone who was also not in.  My other friends Dr.  Is one in LI that I will never be able to get to because I don't have a car.  My insurance will not cover well woman care with a homebirth midwife which is what another friend recommended.  I am going insane.  I just want some answers  and I was somewhat ok with the bleeding until all this gyn crap started to happen so now I'm sorry I called because now I am stressed out.  My stress level went through the fucking roof after that.  And then like the fucking idiot that I am I actually went and fucking googled.  which is always a BAD idea.  ALWAYS!  

I hate this!  I have to try and look up people online now and see if I can find an obgyn which I don't like because to me it really is the equivalent to opening up the yellow pages.  bleh. 

6 comments:

S said...

and did I mention that I asked two other people and they told me that neither of these two 29 yr old women have ever been to a GYN. WTF?

S said...

more stupid shit I have thought about. normallly I get a huge breakout right before I get my period and my chest swells up one cup size bigger. This time none of this happened. ugh I need to stop obsessing over this.

Jodi said...

DEWD! What did the pregnancy test say? Could it be implantation bleeding? (Cuz *I'm* a doc tor and stuff...)

I wish I had better advice, but I'm at a loss, too. Are tour periods usually wonky or dead-on? Mine are always dead on, but I tend to bleed for a long time, so that length of time is not abnormal, *for me*.

Big Hugs, girl. I hate worrying, especially about health stuff.

S said...

yeah, I bleed for a really long time too but never, ever more than 2 days early. and my period is unbelievably heavy never ever light. Its so heavy I am unable to ude the diva cup because of how often I have to change it and most women would freak out if they bled as heavily as me. The pregnancy test was negative and I think my period is actually here now because I'm bleeding heavy now. hahahaha oh well. I feel much calmer today about the whole thing. I think my hormones and google the gyn being a bitch made me blow evrything out of proportion. oh well

and sorry bout all my bad spelling. I just did my nails and i'm trying to type while I wait for the nail polish to dry.

Valkyrie said...

Did you ever see the doctor and find out what could be going on? I am always frustrated now because my periods last for 10 or 11 days (only one or two of them heavy though), and I only get a 14-day break in between. Like clockwork! 14 days of no bleeding, 11 days of bleeding. I feel like I'm always bleeding. EEEKK. Sorry about the TMI.

S said...

There is no such thing as TMI with me. hahahahahaha

I never made the appointment once the bleeding stopped because I suck. ugh I bled for a total of 17 days too. Sooooo not normal.